Month: March 2017

I am not a waste of space

The universe is utterly boundless so, in the grand scheme of things, do I, a mere collection of stardust, have any significance whatsoever? 

If the galaxies will not cease to exist and if the sun will not quit shining without me, does my existence hold any importance?

The world will not stop spinning, nor will be the solar system disappear if I, a collection of dwarf stars and black holes, became nothing but a figment of the past.

I am insignificant. I am nothing but a speck of life in the midst of something so vast. So if my life came to a halt, would this wide expanse really be affected? 

No, maybe not. But there are supernovas within these galaxies that would collapse of anything were to happen to me, a small nebula. 

I may seem insignificant in the middle of such wonderful things that are much larger than, but I am so important. 

And maybe the universe wouldn’t take notice should my being cease to endure, but my surrounding solar system would be extremely damaged.

So why should I, a planet, wish to put an end to my very essense if I’m so very important to other celestial bodies? 

Why should I, a supernova, wish to damage my universe by collapsing on myself and turning into a black hole? 

I do not wish to bring any pain into my lovely universe, I just hope for it to be made of love and stardust. 

I do not wish to bring any pain onto myself, a galaxy, because I’m so significant even if not to the whole universe. 


The Darkness

Once you have lived in the dark long enough, you will  become naturally a part of it. 

Everything that embodies you as a human being will be influenced by it .

I have spent most of my life in darkness.

I have found comfort and acceptance there;

And I even felt a certain kind of care and love from it, 

The type that is felt through close-knit families,

Mixed in with two lovers that can’t keep there hands off of each other.

Once you have felt the warmth after being in the darkness for so long,

It is a feeling that I cannot begin to explain.

There are no words for it. 

Everything made from my past made it feel as if I was in some kind of purgatory the whole time; 

Not ever knowing of another world other than the one that was devouring me. 


    Welcome to society,

    We hope you enjoy your stay,

    And please feel free to be yourself,

    As long as it’s in the right way,

    Make sure you love your body,

    Not too much or we’ll tear you down,

    We’ll bully you for smiling,

    And then wonder why you frown,

    We’ll tell you that you’re worthless,

    That you shouldn’t make a sound,

    And then cry with all the others,

    As you’re buried in the ground,

    You can fall in love with anyone,

    As long as it’s who we choose,

    And we’ll let you have your opinions,

    But please shape them to our views,

    Welcome to society,

    We promise that we won’t deceive,

    And one more rule now that you’re here,

    There’s no way you can leave.


    I can go on a plane and just fly through clouds with no hope of seeing the gates or flying. Angels in my mind. All i imagine is how cold it must be to be high up in the sky, regardless of the sun’s useless effects for heating in the atmosphere.

    I avoid thinking of Hell often. With all the sins we as humans commit, who’s to say worthy of meeting the creator. Good things he’s all perfect and all forgiving.

    I don;t have to wait for the transition into the void to see demons. They lurk around the visage of the worst humanity has to offer. Yet I’ve also come into the vicinity of those with angelic hearts and souls.

    Do I ¬†know where I’ll be after I’ve ‘moved on?

    Of course not. I’m not even sure where I’ll be on Earth when the Rapture hits.

    And that’s okay.

    Don’t Worry

    Don’t worry about being beautiful. There are things so much better than beauty. Be intelligent. Be funny. Be gentle. Be strong. Be forgiving. Be so, so kind. Don’t let the world convince you that your worth is tied to your physical appearance. If someone tells you to change yourself, to make your body attractive, to lose weight or wear a certain style of clothing, tell them to go screw themselves. You deserve to be happy in your own skin, not a shell someone sculpted for you. So be the best you can be. Be everything great and magnificent in the world. But most importantly, always be unapologetically you.

    — Excerpt from a book I’ll never write.

    Be an Entrepreneur!

    This is your life. Do what you love, and do it often. If you don’t like something, change it. If you don’t like your job, quit. If you don’t have enough time, stop watching TV. If you are looking for the love of your life, STOP;

    Start doing things you love. Stop over analyzing, all emotions are beautiful. When you eat, appreciate.Life is simple. Every last bite.

    Open your mind, arms, and heart to new things and people, we are united in our differences. Ask the next person to see what their passion is, and share your inspiring dream with them.

    Travel often. Getting lost will help you find yourself. Some opportunities only come once, seize them. Life is about the people you meet, and the things you create with them. So go out and start creating.

    Life is short. Live your dream and share your passion.


    Then one day, suddenly,

    You realise that you’ve been chasing all the wrong things. 

    You’ve been chasing approval of everyone else but your own,

    Losing the pieces of yourself that make you a masterpiece.

    And you take a deep breath… 

    Because for the first time, 

    You take all of these pieces,

    And you learn to love every one of them , 

    You realise you alone, 

    Are whole.